Ever find yourself wanting to say something, yet have nothing to say?
Ever wanted to go somewhere but not been able to decide where to go?
Ever wanted to be around your friends yet dreaded the thought of actually interacting with people?
Ever desperately wanted to accomplish something yet not able to muster the desire to set your limbs in motion?
Ever felt simultaneously hungry and nauseous?
Ever felt sad and angry yet apathetic at the same time?
Yep, that's me tonight. And whatever influx of hormones or quirk of body chemistry it is that is responsible for this, I'd appreciate it if it was over now.
Ever wanted to go somewhere but not been able to decide where to go?
Ever wanted to be around your friends yet dreaded the thought of actually interacting with people?
Ever desperately wanted to accomplish something yet not able to muster the desire to set your limbs in motion?
Ever felt simultaneously hungry and nauseous?
Ever felt sad and angry yet apathetic at the same time?
Yep, that's me tonight. And whatever influx of hormones or quirk of body chemistry it is that is responsible for this, I'd appreciate it if it was over now.
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Date: 2002-11-09 10:18 pm (UTC)*hugs* I hope you feel better soon.
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Date: 2002-11-10 10:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-11-09 11:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-11-10 10:40 am (UTC)*hugs*
Date: 2002-11-10 07:41 am (UTC)Re: *hugs*
Date: 2002-11-10 10:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-11-10 08:20 am (UTC)Ha! I just re-read it and I"m STILL luaghing!!! (Laughing, even!) Oh, yes, I've been there!
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Date: 2002-11-10 10:42 am (UTC)Hey, what does Mr. Nerodi do when you feel like this? Mr. Dis never knows what to do. It's probably a good thing he wasn't here last night.
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Date: 2002-11-10 10:18 am (UTC)Yeah, I've been there. Normally only after ingesting mushrooms, but, still...
Not fun.
I hope yor body starts to cooperate soon, or I'll have to come down there and give it what for.
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Date: 2002-11-10 10:45 am (UTC)And while you're always welcome to come to give my body a "what for", I do feel a slight bit better today. My gameplan is to self-medicate with large doses of chocolate if I don't snap completely out of it soon.
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Date: 2002-11-10 11:11 am (UTC)My sovereign remedy? Take nitrazepam, usually crushed into a glass of port for that extra-zippy touchdown, and go to bed. Voila! Sleep the dream-free sleep of the Blob, followed the next day by that nice cushiony feeling of slack-limbed indifference to everything and everyone.
This is great at the weekend. Less practicable if the stalled-in-motion mood hits me during the week. My game plan then starts with "Bunk off work..." followed by drug, booze, bed, zonk and the rest.
To be honest, I've needed this bolthole a bit less in the last year, due to the fact that cmmuting leaves me with only one prevailing emotion - being eternally shagged out. Unhappy, fretful and conflicted are somewhere way back down the track.
Oh - public health warning, kid. Drugs are bad, especially the ones gullible doctors write out for you. Drugs-and-alcohol is *very* naughty. On balance, if I did but have a Mr Dis to wail on (even when he isn't there!) that would be the far more admirable option.
::smooch:: Dis, I hope you slept it off, in a narcotic-free way.
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Date: 2002-11-10 02:22 pm (UTC)Instead, I usually opt for chocolate. And when the going gets really tough, I break out the christmas CD's. In fact, I've got 5 christmas cd's in my player right now (out of my collection of about 25). There's just something about christmas carols that I find really soothing, no matter what time of year. Even the South Park Christmas songs - go figure.
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Date: 2002-11-10 02:46 pm (UTC)And you know, just stare at your icon for a while. That's cheering me up.